Buck Up.. Just take the Hell out of Life!

This is the thought which has come after a long period of time.Why 'n How? I know u can guess it as usually such thoughts come when one thinks dat now he has already got enuf of setbacks and feels dat now is the time to tak responsibility of 1s lif.
Rather dan going into things why i'm thinking dis i wanna mention the steps bcos i want to keep them as my steps to a better life..a happier life.

STEP--0001
GOING TO GYM
THis step is very very...important bcos i don't want my physique to be a hurdle in makin new frends anymore. I BET IF ANY GIRL WIDOUT HAVING GLIMPSE OF ME AFTER TWO MONTHS THEN I WILL.....PURCHASE SALMAN KHAN PROMOTED RUPA VESTS(cud n't think anything better )

THINGS TO B TAKEN CARE OF IN THIS STEP
I)GO TO A NEW GYM(new4 me although dat mite hav opened centuries b4) AS THE OLD ONES(wich i had joind 'n left in 1 or 2 months time) r as boring as chewing the same bubble gum.
II)LAND UP A JOB
'n earn lots of money.Why dis here.. read III

III)FooD SuppLements
Buy the best of food supplements aka weight gainers 'n protein supplements as its better to b calld Elephant dan a Ant..(u mite hav a different view if u r an elephant currently)

STEP--0002
LIBRARY MEMBERSHIP
I swere.. i will definitely improv my language skills( vocab part especially) bcos mediocres r not required in any field.And after reading Marx's sociology book of a MA student at my taxation exam centre i know wot my calling is 'n how taxation is nothin mor dan a numbr( I KNOW ITS ANGOOR KHATTE HAIN) crunchin whereas sociology is takin up the society as a whole.
THINGS TO B TAKEN CARE OF IN THIS STEP
I) GO TO LIBRARY
II) Show my 2 pics wid attested residence proof wid 500rupaya to Ms library
May b these steps need not b discussed still its imp 2 maintain symmetry..(may wid dis i'm doin wot i don't do in xams.. STRANGE HUMAN NATURE CAN'T DO MUCH ABOUT)

STEP--0003
COMPUTER PROGRAMMING
Guys now i hav finally learnt dat if u r not into IT thing then u r nowhere so i will learn som programming 'n many other things whose name even i don't know as on now 'n make atleast one website for promotion of literature 'n social work(HOW? 'l know wid time)
THINGS TO B TAKEN CARE OF IN THIS STEP
I)Procure the computer book from library(starting wid easiest..preferably slim)
II)Read the book.

THERE R SOM MORE THINGS TO MENTION BT AS ON NOW THESE R THE MOST..MOST IMPORTANT(repeating always helps)

So freinds wish me luck(I really need it.. i accept)

GOD! MAKE ME MULTI-MILLIONAIRE!

I am not asking for this wish because I wanna show off or any thing like dat but TO PAY FOR ALL THE STRANGE LOSSES WHICH I INCUR INSPITE OF ALL MY EFFORTS..EVERY NOW AND THEN...I HAVE JUST INCURED A LOSS WID REALLY NO FAULT OF MINE...EVEN IF I DISCOUNT THEN MAY BE MY MISTAKE WAS 0.1%...
The most recent loss was of paying for the DUPLICATE SIM dat too FOR THE MOBILE SIM WHICH I HAD PURCHASED 10 DAYS AGO on loss of MY PREVIOUS MOBILE PHONE..
THE REASON FOR PURCHASE WAS DAT THE DEALER's AGENT HAD NOT SENT MY ADDRESS PROOF TO THE MOBILE CO..which I had given him at the time of purchase... and on complaining him,he said its all due to my fault..
I CAME TO KNOW OF HIS FAULT AFTER PURCHASING DUPLICATE SIM THRU MOBILE CO...
There are many such unjustifiable losses along wid the one's due to my mistakes wich are just GRINDING ME down OR POLISHING ME for better future..I DON'T KNOW WOT THEY R ACTUALLY DOING.. BUT I know 1 thing dat its paining..
I SEEM TO LOSING EVERYTHING I HAVE GOT.. NOW I EVEN DON'T KNOW WOT SHUD I DO..."BEING CAREFULL"..
THIS PHRASE I HAD LEARNT LONG BACK AND ALWAYS TRIED TO BE SO..
STILL 'M GETTING THE SHARE OF LOSSES IN THE BUSINESS OF LIFE..
THEREFORE NOW 'M PRAYING TO GOD PLEASE KEEP A STEADY FLOW OF INCOME SO DAT I CAN PAY FOR ALL THESE ABNORMAL FOR SIMILAR BUSINESS UNDERTAKINGS BUT NORMAL LOSSES FOR MINE..
THANKS IN ADVANCE GOD...I KNOW U WILL DEFINTELY MAKE ME MILLIONAIRE AS 'M MAKING OTHER'S RICH(AS THRU EVERY LOSS IS SOMEONE'S GAIN)..SO TAKE THEM IN FORM OF "CHARITY IN DISGUISE".

MY FIRST BUNK!!!!

My First bunk!!!!!
Guys lik every1 I too bunked classes but a bit too early as in my school no1 used to bunk in 7th std...Even my bunk was quite unusual.. Actually dat day I had not brought my History notbuk.. although I had taken gr8 pains to complete it a night b4 still I 4got... My notbuk was 2 b seen in 7th period.
so i was quit tense frm the Ist period itself... Morover dat day my clasteacher mede OUr Clas monitor sit wid me wich was making me more nervous bcos now I won't b able to hide bElow de bench even... the monitor A in my 6th std also had told abt my trick changing my seat to avoid being caught 4 notbuk chekin to the scienc teacher... Now her face(A) was reminding me of that nic thrashin that i had recevd that time.... Suddenly some my eyes got red.. and then som dirt went in my eyes... A(monitor) thought that 'm unwell.. She told my clasteacher abt it... When the teacher asked what happened I Suddenly struck a brilliant idea....I told the teacher that I 4got my medicines of Asthma( as 1 of my frends had..Hee!!) and I must bring it 4m hom... She sent me to the principal as she it was not under her authority to send out of skool.. I cudn't bleiv wen the princi allowed me to go hom 4 takin medicin........So I went hom wid de peon and brot the buk.. ven the peon asked y 'm takin nbuk.. I told him that I hav writen the method and timin of takin medicin in it!!!So wen finally the history clas arrivd I was the happiest..!!!

inner voice - The Sound of Silence: Barking Against the Dog

inner voice - The Sound of Silence: Barking Against the Dog

EARLY MORNING NATURE'S GIFT

EARLY MORNING WALK

The sweet morning freshness
Enters my skin
Makes me feel blessed
Feels like heaven
When the little drops over flower platelets
Glance at me through it’s pores

And the manmade music
In itself a blessing
When the sweet sounds entering my ears touch the brain
Some magical hormones flow
And I don’t wanna ask anymore questions
Why the grass is greener today,
Why amaltas tree leaves are in a joyous mood
And why my eyes glittering?

May be because ‘m more interested in this seemingly immortal blissful fruit
Which is making me feel like dancing,
In this rain of ecstatic hormones
Which is flowing through my veins
After passing through the parrots, flowers, early morning sun
Along with the divine silence.

I know for sure
That this is the feeling I had been looking for long
Which helps me realize my dream
Of a pretty helpful world
leaving the vagaries of life behind
my dream of a perfect world and a perfect life
I don’t wanna open my eyes anymore,
Its like a child does not wanna come out of bed for fear of cold
But then I have had enough share of cold,
Now it’s just the time to get pleasure in being carried away with the nature’s gifts.

MY THIRD CRUSH

MY THIRD CRUSH
You must be thinking why I’m telling u about my 3rd crush without describing the 1st and 2nd .May be because it took little longer to get over. Even I should not call it 3rd rather 4th or 5th could be better.
So guys I met her in my school bus in 12th std. When I Ist saw her she seemed to be like any other human being. Some days later one of my friends introduced me to her, she was so sweet to talk, her voice was enough to make a beautiful song out very simple straight lines and dimples on her face were like star on a moonlit night. May be she was like a lucky charm to me as my day used to be happier if I saw her smiling in the morning.
One day she told me to give her some gift. And before you start thinking otherwise I should tell you ITS NOT SO romantic story. I don’t remember what I gave but I clearly remember the cheap toy she gave to me (THAT WAS REALLY CHEAP I MEAN IT) still that was very special to me and even today IT COULD BE SPECIAL HAD SHE NOT THROWN IT OUT OF THE WINDOW when I told her that I had kept it in the innermost and safest pocket of my bag even after a month or more. But even then I could not stop admiring her sweet voice, her smile and twinking eyes.
After a few months we were shifting our house to a faraway place so I wanted to see her last time but could not. Even now when listen her name or see a girl resembling her smile or eyes a sense of happiness and nostalgia runs through my nerves.Whatever it may be but it will end the day I have crush on any other angel and EVEN ‘M NOT IN A HURRY BECAUSE IT’S A PART OF MY LIFE STORY AND WANNA LET IT TAKE IT’S OWN COURSE.